beliefovermisery: (thoughtful)
2009-09-28 03:50 pm

(no subject)

Steph's off doing-- something. Sokka doesn't know. He didn't know how much time he'd have to himself to use the radio, but he did it anyway and now...

Now, there's work to do. There's a storm coming and he needs to finish the igloo and move the supplies in, go hunting to make sure there's enough leather and fur for Steph to make good clothing for herself. He needs to smoke some meat and make jerky so they won't have to leave the igloo while it snows. He needs to...

To do anything else that won't make him think of what his sister said.
beliefovermisery: (sidelong wtff guyz face)
2009-09-21 07:05 pm

Catalogued Street Eden Scenes

Sokka is from Avatar: The Last Airbender. I claim no ownership rights of the character.

I started playing Sokka in January of 2006 at the Livejournal community [livejournal.com profile] apharsites. The following is a list of all of his scenes from the next game this same version was played at, Livejournal community [livejournal.com profile] street_eden with small summaries attached. After this, this same version of Sokka is being played at [livejournal.com profile] shatterverse.

Street Eden Scenes )
beliefovermisery: (grumpy and intense)
2009-08-20 09:38 am

(no subject)

For the record, shiny red vicious monsters are not cool. This is what Sokka thinks as he huddles in his tent, carefully attempting to stitch up his various wounds with a bone needle that's too large and too rough to do anything but hurt like hell.

On the other hand, there's a storm coming tonight. As soon as he's finished bleeding to death, he's going to find out if the carcass outside can be skinned and used as weather-proof covering for his tent until he has enough ice for an igloo.


Good News: it can.




The thing about running away from your problems is that you actually have to get away. It helps if you're actually certain of what your problem is exactly, too, which Sokka... sort of does. Kind of. He thinks it has to do with family. Or maybe just him.

Either way, it was best for him to leave, to put as much distance between himself and the people he loves as possible.

And it's hard to do that when Mel makes him check in every evening through the radio. He shouldn't take advantage of the fact that his sister can't leave the farm, or her kids behind, but... well, he's taking advantage of that fact. Besides, he still checks in like she wanted, it's just not verbal. But there was a reason why Wash made him learn Morse Code back at the apartments, and there's a reason why he bored Mel into reading it one day, too, and communicating Doing fine, miss you all, tell girls hi every night without actually having to speak to anyone just might be that reason.

Could be.




The longer he lives in the snow and ice, the more of his original possessions are slowly replaced. The plastic tent from Sport Chalet is put away, while a small hut is put together out of bone and sinew, draped over with the shiny red hide-- which was then covered by polarbearfox fur. The last thing Sokka needed was a reflective neon hut that could be seen from space. He's trying to blend in, hide, remember what life was like before...

Before.
beliefovermisery: (Default)
2009-06-14 04:23 pm

(no subject)

"Go back to sleep, nukka. I'll still be here."

"You better be."

"I'm not going anywhere."




Out the window of the Aerie, the world is a mix of white and blue. Solid land breaking up into ice floes, icebergs bobbing here and there, everything covered in a thick layer of snow, making the breaks in the land where the ocean is darkest all the more obvious. Clear blue sky is incredibly pale for how cold it is and the clouds are in whisps, building up in the distance like there may be another fall of snow soon.

Sokka is staring out the window while Zinda flies, not talking. There's too much to think about.

Idly, he fingers a bracelet on his left wrist, made before he left. The thick leather cord wraps four times around his wrist, on the outside of his wraps, and is threaded through the holes carved in a small disc of blue stone with very careful carvings put in.

It's his now.



Ice, snow, wind, ocean, stone. As soon as the plane's gone, it should start feeling like the tribe again. He hasn't seen it in almost four years, three years since he saw the Northern Tribe. If nothing else, he shouldn't be able to tell the difference just from living so differently for so long.

But it's all wrong. Everything is wrong.

The placement of the hills. The color of the water. How the clouds move, the consistency of the snow. The first time he sees an animal and it's a rabbit - not a rabbitseal, not a rabbitfox, not a rabbibear. It's just a rabbit.

It's as wrong as everything else has always been, since he stumbled over that root.

And that feeling of being alone and alien is getting to be eerily comfortable.



The sporting goods store he raided in Metropolis before coming here labeled the coat he's wearing as a "parka," but Sokka found that more insulting than anything. Synthetic fabric filled with goose down, slick and shiny and brightly colored. No fur, no leather, the designs are meaningless, made to look "cool."

But it's warm. Like the sleeping bag, the mittens and pants and boots, the tent. He has a backpack with flint and his knife, a small portable lamp, some jerky to start him off.

When he was a boy, he lived in a small village. They were protected from the elements by a wall of snow and ice around them to block the wind, small igloos to keep huddled families warm at night, the communal hut made of leather to shield them from the worst storms. They hunted with clubs and spears in groups of ten and twenty, their clothes were made from the flesh of their kills, constructed skillfully with bone needles and stitched with twine, attached with bone buttons. They cooked with pots and pans carved from the blue stone of the earth. There was a system and community and skills that were shared throughout the tribe.

He has none of that now.

He'll have to make do.




It is fucking hard to make do.

The tent is set up easily enough and he even manages to find a spot that's cut off enough from the wind that a fire is possible. Hunting takes some work but he remembers the basics of tracking and has had more experience with his weapons in the last five years than he'd like to admit. That's not so hard.

The difficult part comes when he's killed the beast, an enormous polarbearfox with a blunt snout and stubby tail, skinned and separated the meat, and has to do something with the skin. He's never been good at sewing, though he technically knows how to do it. The skinning is messy but he gets out the knife anyway, hoping to salvage it into a blanket, to start with.

And realizes he has no needle.

Or thread.

How the hell did they do this in the village?




A bone needle. Thread made of sinews.

Bloody fucking fingertips from making the needle and sharp, angry cursing as the fur skin gets more and more ragged the more he works with it.

If he ever sees his grandmother again, Sokka is going to worship her at her feet.

And then ask her to sew for him.



Cooking is easier. The first day he arrived, Sokka filled a bucket with icy water on the coast, then brought it back to his camp, hanging it up high on a post just outside of his tent. Over the next few days, the water evaporated and left salt behind. And salting meat, drying it out into jerky... that is one lesson he will never forget.

And while it might not be seal, the warped polarbearfox meat is still delicious. He eats more than he needs to, then crawls inside his synthetic tent to sleep in his growing collection of furs.
beliefovermisery: (Default)
2008-12-04 03:42 pm

(no subject)

Put your MP3 player on shuffle, and write down the first line of the first twenty songs. Post the poem that results. The first line of the twenty-first is the title.

Now I've Heard There Was A Secret Chord

As logic stands, you couldn't meet a man
Two jumps in a week, I bet you think that's pretty clever don't you boy
I looked away, then I looked back again
Past the road to your house that you never called home

I am stretched on your grave
And you bring me to my knees again
Look at us, baby, up all night
Well, sooner or later it's all coming down

I am on your side
Broad is this sea
I could use a shot
You and me, we come from different worlds

Well, I don't know what to say
I'm not alone because the tv's on
I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
I am a question to the world

Sometimes I'm a selfish flake
I was so high I did not recognize
Turn your ugly face
Say it say it, that it's done
beliefovermisery: (Normal Guy)
2007-12-30 08:32 pm

(no subject)

If this were Apocalyptica or Eden or even Kansas itself, if Mel and the babies were at the house with them, Sokka would have woken up in a dogpile of limbs and baby drool. But with Mel and her daughters off with Erin for some sisterly bonding, Sokka wakes up in a rock bunker made by yet another Toph that doesn't recognize him with five feet between himself and the other occupant of the room.

A glance at Steph and a smirk given for the tangled blonde hair hanging in her face, Sokka grins a little and gets to his feet. There's a pool outside that will do well enough for a mirror and he really needs a shave.
beliefovermisery: (thoughtful)
2007-02-27 03:50 pm

S_E: First night in Eden

There were stars above him for the first time in a year.

Sokka was on the roof of the hotel, in a place called Eden, far enough from his home and the world of Four Nations that it was liable to break his heart, and he was looking at stars.

It must have been a new moon, Sokka thought, as he lay back against the concrete with his head propped up on the ledge, his eyes tracking constellations. It must be a new moon because he can't see it, just the stars, just thousands and millions of stars, each one a tiny sun, he'd learned so much about them from Wash and Harper and now, for the first time in a year, he was seeing them again and...

It must have been a new moon.

He couldn't see the moon.

Strange, he starts to think, little images worming their way into his head. Strange that the first night he's seen the stars in a year, it just happens to be the one night a month where the moon is black, where it hides itself from the light. Odd that it isn't slivered somewhere, waxing or waning, it's just-- gone. Black.

Hiding.

The moon is hiding from him.

He'd spent the night with Paige last night, as he had been starting to do more and more often. He didn't want Katara to move out of the first floor and she was still wary about him doing anything around her - looking at her. So he spent nights with Paige to keep his sister in one place, because spending the night with Paige made him forget his sister and that, sometimes, more often than he would like to admit to, made him happy. Paige made him happy, her smile and her mind and her words and her arms and her-- everything. He was happy, he was hopeful, he had a tentative engagement that would take years to fulfill and he was all right with that because Paige was and she mattered most to him.

Most.

He walked out of her room that morning with those thoughts in his head and hit a brick wall.

And now there are stars and a sky and his eyes are scanning the black, picking out all the little stars and he is looking because he suspects that maybe, just maybe, someone who gave up her happiness for the world's is angry he didn't mourn a little longer, hurt a little harder, miss a little more.

Sokka looks at the sky and the moon is hiding from him.
beliefovermisery: (grin!)
2006-10-26 11:26 pm

(no subject)

He was an uncle.

Technically, he still wasn't as his bloodsister wasn't the mother and he didn't have any bloodbrothers, but it was Mel and Zuko and that was close enough, if not, for the moment, closer.

'Cause he was an uncle.

After getting a little tipsy and smokey in 202, Sokka is hopping up stairs to get to a specific room, grinning like a fool the whole way, even while he stands before her door and knocks.

'Cause he's an uncle.
beliefovermisery: (paige kiss)
2006-08-28 08:41 pm
Entry tags:

(no subject)

He'd heard that the best kind of sex was make-up sex and Sokka had, very recently, decided that this was the best rumor he had ever heard in his life.

Make-up everything was the best everything. Srsly.

Lying on his belly on Paige's mattress, an arm flopped over her stomach, he's consciously trying to keep his smile as non-dopey as possible. It's not working really well, but he blames most of that on her breasts being directly in his line of sight.

He's looking at her face, though, honest. Most of the time.

...Definitely when he leans over for a slow kiss, though.

.....Okay, that's only because his eyes were closed for it.
beliefovermisery: (chillin')
2006-08-18 10:00 pm
Entry tags:

Over in ol' 106.

Mel had forgiven him and that was huge. Sure, she hadn't said it in so many words, but she'd hugged him, held on, smiled...

It was more than he could have asked for.

On the other hand, Zuko couldn't look at him without sincere disgust on his face, Paige had been avoiding him since... well, since, and he hadn't spoken to Katara since the council ended.

He'd spoken to Jim, though. That alone had made their comparable silences before bed all the more awkward.

He's in their room now, though, coming down from one of the higher floors. He's not sure what he's supposed to be doing - if he's allowed in the engineering room anymore, allowed outside the building to train, and he doesn't want to search Paige out, so... He goes to the top floors, exercises by himself, wears himself down, sketches in his book, eats when he can and... thinks.

Now? Washing his face. Thinking is tiring work.
beliefovermisery: (Default)
2006-08-06 06:40 pm

Dear Galaxy

Dear Apharsites,

To begin with, I'm going to start with an off-the-top-of-my-head list of Things That Irritate Me About This Game:

1. Wank every other month week day hour.
2. Players who participate in such wank who have the nerve to call others childish.
3. Being the unofficial game-therapist for more players than should be necessary. I would mind less if I hadn't been the one to specifically request a Player Relations mod, if one hadn't actually been "hired," and if people didn't still come to me, a player with no title or rank, for help or discussion.
4. The number of times an IC situation has caused OOC drama.
5. That there is no limit to the amount of pups a mun can play at a time.
6. Blanket Statements
7. "Anonymous letters."

Things You should Know About Me:

1. This is the third RP game I have ever been in. Ever.
2. I am one of the younger players.
3. I do go to school full time.
4. During winter and summer breaks, I work full time, waking at 5AM and going to bed at 9PM. I do not work the standard M-F work-week, but I do get 40 hours a week.
5. In every relationship I have ever had, RL or online, I have always, always been the one people come to with their problems. I don't mind this, but I do worry that I'm not always the right person to be helping them.

6. I have known Mandy (Zuko, Hellboy, Paige, Ed, Harth, House) for two years and can count on the fingers of one hand how many days we have gone without speaking to each other either online or on the phone.

I leave the last one separated like that because I have a feeling a lot of people will be hung up on that for a while.

Here's the thing, Apharsites: I'm here to play. I don't care what you, the mun, wants. I don't care what you, the mod, wants. I don't even care what you, the pup, wants. I want a game, I want a plot, I want to tag someone and get a scene. Yes, it's true, the majority of plots run so far have been planned an executed by non-mods.

You know what? I don't care.

We have a meeting-plot right now concerning Harth Fray, To Soul Or Not To Soul, with a side order of Katara and Sokka, To Exile or Not To Exile. We have a Grail Quest to find the Holy Cup of Christ. We have a MALL EXPEDITION. All run by non-mods, all played by a wide variety of pups! I LOVE IT.

Can we continue it?

Not, apparently, without wank.

I love this game. I love playing Sokka, obviously, because he's changed so much from his canon. I don't want to leave.

But when I get online and the first thing I hear is Mandy's taking over the game, Rue isn't modding, Roger's whining again, Saphie's being OOC, you know what I want to do?

Leave. And get the hell away from all of you people that, for whatever reason, care more about the players than the game. We have a GAME. If your character is disgruntled, LET THEM BE DISGRUNTLED, but for god's sake, do you really have to turn an IC issue into an OOC one? Does it really, honestly matter if Zuko wants a dictatorship? Can you not play with that? Does it really matter if Methos challenges him and builds a democracy? Can Methos not handle the government of Apocalyptica going his way? Can Zuko not suck it up and deal with what comes?

I'm sick of this. I don't need this. I'm here to play and this is one of the last times that I will sign on to chat and immediately get messages about the newest wank.

Would you get this upset over Monopoly?
beliefovermisery: (thoughtful)
2006-07-28 05:42 pm

Out on the wall.

He didn't want to talk to Katara and he doubted she even wanted to look at him at this point. He couldn't talk to Mel or Zuko - not about marriage, not about what Katara wanted to do. He wasn't going to search out Paige when he was the last one to speak. He said his piece and she knew what he wanted. He would wait for her.

She was worth waiting.

So he's out from the apartments now, up on the wall, boomerang and club at his back, knife at his belt. He's not surveying, though, sitting cross-legged on the floor. He's just looking up at the sky, the dark, thick clouds.

This isn't the Southern Tribe, with its stars and its icy, clean winds, the flurry of snowfall. But somehow... it could be home.
beliefovermisery: (working)
2006-06-05 09:28 pm

Outside...

Lady Luck was going to be put out to pasture and this was sad. But they really didn't need a war balloon anymore and keeping it around as one was like forming a serious army and Sokka was all too happy to keep that from happening. So when he's asked to go salvage parts of Lady's console and poke around to fix what needs fixing to make something useful, he's a happy boy.

Happier when Paige is asked to go and lift the heavy stuff.

Sliding under the console with his legs sticking out, there's clanking and whirring as he works the plates off.

"He's not that bad. Harper's just... eccentric."

Read: fucking crazy but occasionally really, really wonderful.
beliefovermisery: (protective)
2006-05-30 01:23 am

Winding down

It had been... a very long day. He'd rescued, killed, comforted, been shot, fixed, nearly passed out, healed... and though the day has long been over, really, he's only just now leaving the infirmary and Paige's side.

There's one other person he hasn't given nearly enough attention to.

So it's back to his room he wanders, looking for the girl with-- well, shorter hair now.
beliefovermisery: (omfg!)
2006-05-22 01:09 am

In the engineering room...

[After this.]

There was tossing. There was turning. And there was a gasping, panting boy wrapped in canvas suddenly shooting up in a sitting position in the darkness, crying out softly, eyes painfully wide, trembling and gasping for breath.
beliefovermisery: (bored)
2006-05-21 05:40 pm

(no subject)

Eventually bullied into lying down and closing his eyes, Sokka has a hard time getting to sleep. But each time an idea forms, a new project, something he has to write down, there's someone there to push him down the second he pops up. After so many scoldings, so many hours of sleepless work, he does eventually conk out.

It's a deep sleep. Not a dreamless one.
beliefovermisery: (chillin')
2006-05-18 04:27 pm

In 106...

When Katara has nothing to do, she gets up early and 'bends all day. When Sokka is given the day off... he sleeps in.

Like a normal person.

That's where he is now, just rolling out from under his blankets at what is probably a few hours before noon. Who can really tell at this point? Still, it feels late to him and Sokka yawns, groggy as the blankets are thrown back and he searches for clothing. Pants are found, pulled on and tugged up before he gets up and wanders to the bathroom for more morning-necessities.

Visitors will be grunted at in a I'm-totally-not-all-there sort of way, shirtless with his hair floppy in his eyes.